Why?

So the doc said I have bronchitis. Big suprise. He gave me some antibiotics and some liquid narcotic cough syrup. Good stuff. I went to rehearsal and it was great times. The people there make me truly happy..even when I am running a fever and feel like shit. So I found something out today that I wish I hadn't found out. You know when you do something you know is right with every fiber of your being but it still stings more than ripping a band-aid off your heart? Well..I did that...and now I am paying. I miss you. But I feel that I must keep missing you or things will be worse later. Such is life. Man of La Mancha is shaping up nicely. The show should be a true theatrical achievement. I'll blog more later.