Thursday, October 25, 2007

Waiting...

So lately I feel like I am waiting. Waiting for a person, waiting for a job, waiting for a new place, waiting for money, waiting for the waiting to end. I feel like I need to grab hold of my life and veer it into the direction I want to go...but I am not really sure how to do that right now. Work is going well...cause it's Halloween Horror Nights and that always goes well. School is still on the back burner for a few more weeks and then I am going back to finish a degree I am not really sure I am going to use. I don't know how I feel about finishing something simply for the fact of finishing...but that's what I am doing. Actually..I do know how I feel about finishing for that reason...and it's not good. But that seems to be the best course of action at this moment. My friends are good..though complicated. My love life is...complicated if not nonexistant. I keep waiting for my parent's land to sell so that I can start over. Everything paid off...with some money in my pocket and a new place to live..with Blot and Sam. I will be moving...when it sells...I am leaving Florida. New York, California, Chicago..I don't know..but I am going to be done with this place. I love some things about it..mostly the people...and Universal..but still... I was talking to someone the other day at work and I constantly find myself saying things and then going...that's good advice...why don't I do that? The current piece of advice was "Why not do something when you have the opportunity? Why stay somewhere simply because that's where you are? When you can go...go." So that's what I am going to do. When I can go...I am going. So..here I go.