Never To Be Sent

I just wrote an email that I will probably never send. I didn't know what else to do. I wanted to talk to the person..but everytime I get the opportunity I just end up sputtering and talking about nothing in general. I ate dinner with my parents, watched Charmed with my brother, then I got in the car and a song came on. I have heard this song about a million times..but tonight it made a lot more sense. I am stupid and dramatic..but that's me...get used to it. So here are the lyrics to the song. I took this internet what kind of animal are you in terms of your love life..I came out a Bison. Sounds about right. Big, dumb, and stubborn. I am going to go watch me some adult swim and then go to bed. I'll blog later

True- Ryan Cabrera
I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I don't look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you
I'm weak
It's true
Cuz I'm afraid to know the awnsers
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak
It's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

I know when I go i'll be on my way to you
The way that's true

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

EDIT: So I read through this post and whereas I am not deleting it..it will be the last post in direct relation to this subject. Reasons are as follows...whereas this is my blog...you guys are my friends and I want you to continue reading..and this is not good reading. It's me dumping on decisions I have made. I will try to stop that. Later