Groggy Morning And A Threatening Day Ahead

Well my alarm went off at 6:15 but I couldn't talk myself into getting out of bed till 7. I am going to spend most of the day in the hospital. My back and neck are hurting from being all tense all night, my stomach is all knotted from waking up worrying all night. It sucks how sleep makes you deal with whatever you have been denying all day. I have a bad feeling about today.....but it could just be a bad feeling. In any case, the next 10 days are going to be very rough. The surgery takes about 3 and a half hours..if everything goes perfect. I will be there most of the day. Then tonight I am going to visit Billy's dad at the hospital after his knee surgery. I am so freaking tired. I'll blog later.