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I am stuck in a constant battle of wills, my eyes forever blinking to avoiding looking at either world. The outside world filled with fears of parental seperation, hurricanes, stress in general or the inside world that leaves me writhing in pain every time I wake. I have had nightmares everynight for 2 weeks....nightmares so intense that I wake up looking for wounds that aren't there and screaming or crying over people who aren't dead. I don't want to sleep because of the horrible visions that come to me during that time...but I don't want to stay awake because of the negative path reality has taken. I have therapy now. I'll be back later.