But Now...I Hurt

I don't know what to say.
I don't know what to do.
I want to slip into nothingness
And just stop wanting you.
I feel betrayed.
I feel mislead.
I don't understand this life
that leaves my insides dead.
I'm tired,
I'm hollow,
and forever searching blind.
Not waiting,
not looking,
but this forever on my mind.
Once I felt young,
Once free,
my feelings overt.
The error was revealed,
but now...I hurt.